Occasionally, when flush with guilt-free poker winnings, I will book both a dominant and a submissive for a session of sensual kink, immersing myself in conflicting sensations of pain and pleasure as we play games of power and control.
The feeling is of having all my buttons pressed simultaneously.
This image is an ancient fantasy made real for me. All the elements are there: the dimly lit dungeon, its walls lined with whips and canes; the pretty submissive bent over a leather bench; the beautiful but vicious Dominatrix demanding that I beat the helpless girl.
I feel so lucky to be able to play these games with such wonderful partners .
I tried to communicate the raw emotional and physical intensity of this session in a blog post.
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