See this? Lying there on the bed? I did this to myself. I looked around on the website of BDSM specialist Joanna Lark and chose this. Its called the Hydra Whip
I don’t know what I was thinking.
Unless, perhaps, the chaos that is my normal life is leaking into my kinks and this was a self harm moment. Perhaps it wasn’t so much that I didn’t realise how hard this would be. Perhaps I knew perfectly well, and felt in some way this was what I deserved for getting myself into this mess.
Either way, I can’t “un-buy” it now. She’ll always have it. And every time she walks into a room with the bundle of implements she’s planning to use in our session, I’ll look nervously over to see if it’s there. That’s how hard this is.
You can read what it felt like to be hit with this whip here.
So here’s a thing: Being caned, even being caned a lot, as I have this year, is poor preparation for being whipped. I suspect the reverse is true. The sensations caused and the demands made are so unique that different coping strategies are required. In the case of being whipped, I have yet to discover them.
You can read how Elita used a whip to make me break down and cry here.
More Sunday Sin (though hopefully less painful) here: