GIVE AND TAKE

Some orgasms you give.

Oral sex. Soft slow licks; Skin on skin; tongue to clitoris., hands steadying her so that, one by one, she can let her muscles stand down.

Slowwwww.

Slow like an ice cream that’s so good you want to make it last all afternoon.

My movements adapt, moment by moment, to her rhythm. I have no agency in this – I am there only for her pleasure, though her pleasure is such a soft, beautiful, wondrous thing that I’m happy to want only that. She might be touching my cock but I don’t need that; I’m happy to focus on her, the rhythm of her breathing, the rhythm of her movements; happy to sense what makes her flow and what makes her still.

And she does flow, her movements sinuous, slow but unstoppable; lava moving down the hillside, heading inexorably towards her orgasm.

Some orgasms you give.

Some orgasms you take

Strapped into the sex swing at the rental dungeon; splayed open by the restraints, ready for me. I’ve let her get close to it a couple of times and she’s already a tight ball of crying need. The orgasm is too big for her now. It fills all her senses and she’s desperate to let it go.

I want it too,  that final act of submission to me.

The touch of the Doxy vibrator makes her back arch against the restraints, her hands balled into fists around the cold steel chains. I touch it to her again; again she arches, straining as if the vibrator, through some terrible fault inside the mechanism, was connecting her directly to the mains electricity supply. I touch it a final time, but hold it in place until she finally abandons herself to its power, convulsing again and again. Her orgasm comes in waves, each reaching higher up the walls of her defences until finally they crumble and she is lost in it, offering no resistance to its surging power.

Glassy eyed, she lies spent.

In that moment she is utterly and completely mine. I am both the cause of her devastation and the route out of it. My hand lies on her softly, waiting til she’s ready for me to lead her home.

Some orgasms you take